new blog

my new blog is http://rhoadsfan95.blogspot.com/ my this one is pissing me off so please look at that from now on to read what i have to say

Boerdem

Going to just type to pass time maybe someone will get online who i can talk to during this and make me very happy. Well thank you spell check so now for words i'm not sure about then i can just use that so now i'm much more comfortable doing this though apparently my spelling has gotten better. Well today was the last day full day of school and now all i got in finals so we get out at one which is awesome. Gonna hang out with some friends tomorrow so that has to be fun to. Well bored bored bored. Hmmmmm there has to be something else to say. Though no one is reading this but it does pass the time so there really isn't much of a point to act like i'm talking to someone but that does make it easier. so i guess then i will keep doing that and that whole last sentence was pointless. I really should do this more often cause then i would probably become a better writer. I really wish i was talking to someone cause then i would feel less narcissistic talking about myself but i'm not and this is MY blog so i guess i can do whatever the hell i feel like. Yay i'm gonna go do chores with my mom so it is 8;24 and i'll type when i'm back. Alright it's 8:29 so that wasn't bad and i'm back. You know now i'm just gonna talk about whats on my mind. One i wonder if i say to many sweet things to Marmar cause then i look obsessive. And i don't wanna do that. Two i don't wanna do my gym test tomorrow. Three i just hope i pass this year. Well Marmar just called but now she is gonna call me when she gets home cause she is in the car. Well this is gona be a bitch is my blog can't post this so i'm gona cut it off here. Well byes everyone

Awesome picture

The best description of this picture is this. A fatty who got beaten up for looking like a fatty and then notices a Twinkie XD .
Thank you Joge's girlfriend's sister.

much hate to you all ^_^

Gin what a sexy beast

how can you not like that. you know you would tap that. to bad his banki was lame its only got bigger (gigity) but still he is so awesome. they should have made the whole show about him no one cares about ichigo he is no where near as good as fox face.......-fantasize- now if only joge cosplayed that then i don't know of anything sexier!!! oh big tasty we all love him:

much hate to you all ^_^
except for marmar who i love very much

byes

PANCAKES ARE SO A BAND

everyone knows that pancakes are the best thing ever created by man. and if you don't then go away cause no one likes you and you can go to bugger for all i care so yea >:3.

yea you know its awesome

much hate to you all
byes

attempt at non depressed bloging

ummm hey i don't know what to talk about lets see....there is a lame mosterquest cause there looking at freaken bee's BEE'S and last time i checked they're not mosters lame people. ummm well i have failed cause i'm bored so yea

i hate you all ^_^
byes

cowerdness

why do i have to be such a cowered? i wish i had the willpower just to finally off myself and the one time i worked myself up to doing it, it turned out not to be poisons in anyway so i'm still here. next time i see that bean plant i'm stealing a leaf maybe then i can finally kill me.

..........

why the hell am i trying to do something on this. i am and always will be a failure so i don't know why i both bitching about it online where no one looks anyhow but whatever i am doing it but i will stop myself and leave it at this.

tears of love (not ment to sound poetic it verry litrel)

god i miss and love margar so much. she brightens up my world, makes thing more berrable, gives me somthing to look fowrd to. i know i sound sappy but i true, no this isn't going to be a long post just anouff for me to say i love margar<3 so verry much.

Its Friday i'm unloved

ofcourse i don't meen that people hate me i just am feeling moopy and lonly. i don't know i just feel like everyone hates me right now and there isn't anyone out there. well atleast others are having a good friday like debbie,margar,and proply others but those are what i will name i don't feel like thinking of anymore. -sigh- i should listen to some music and mabey it would make me feel better but i am not me is watching TV. well i think i am done with this so bye

atempt to get back into bloging (take 2)

me is fealing lonly and listing to the unforgeven. and even though this is what i should have said first i am saying it now, and with a stupid explatonatoin why its there so enjoy i guess or leave me the fuck alone whichever, there both fine to me, i realy should have done this earlyer. what were you expecting somthing bigger or more inportant, well meh deal with what i put. well i am being bitchy.-sigh-. am i alone, i ask myself this every day and also i don't know why but i think that is quoting a movie or somthing meh tobad i am using it now. i feel so empty. i don't know what i meen when i say that but that is what i feel like and yes i confuse myself as much as i confuse others. what am i rambling about right now nobody knows. meh that anouff off that. well i don't know i am bord right now and i wana stop and i don't wana stop and sence i have said this on every one of my long ones i will probly keep on writing. why do things hate me so much? i just get so much hate from everything. i adds on to my lonly feeling. even though i don't realy know if i am realy getting hate or i am just paranoid or it is just hate from myself. meh i don't know and am not realy careing right now. i don't know if this will be as long as the others but i is longer than usual. i should start reading the bleach manga cause i am reading so much on the charitors but i wana finish death note first. well i need book seven GIVE ME BOOK SEVEN well that is that. i guess i am done for now so TA TA

atempt to get back into bloging (take 2

atempt to get back into bloging (take 2

atempt to get back into bloging (take 2

am atempt to get back into bloging

well i haven't done this in awhile but i am going to try right now. high school is actualy pretty fun but i realy miss margar, i always start sulking when we go stop on my bus. and i see her bus which i rember cause that was always the bus i was looking for. but i may get to see her today and ITS FRIDAY AND I'M IN LOVE hee hee.well this is all for my short bloging today

bye bye

i feel so alone

god i am alone and empty. my paranoia has taken over again. and i don't know why i don't just end it now. other than the fact that i am actualy scared to do so. and then i would find out what hell is realy like though and prove all of those christian asses wrong.(just to put somthing biblical :p) well that is anouff whineing for now. so bye

so these are the people who go to hell

Hell is a place designed by God to separate those who hate Him from those who love Him. Those who are sent to hell are restrained through punishment so that they won't be able to torture others. If you don't think that you will like it in hell, try heaven instead. However, you are not going to get there on the basis of the "good" things you have done in your life, but through belief in Jesus Christ.

sooooooo good people will go to hell and u can be evil but u beleve in Jesus Christ u will go to heven. makes sence dosn't it? ahh the dumb ass christians what will they think of next ;)

what happens in hell

Punishment in Hell
smoke of their torment
no rest day and night
weeping and gnashing of teeth
tormented
death
their worm does not die
destruction

how do u die twice. if ur in hell then ur dead so how do u die again. and if ur inside the earth which is were the bible says it is. so there would be no day or night. so that dosn't matter. and last off WHAT THE FUCK IS A WORM. that is all thank u ;)

what hell will be like (contradiction)

Bible's Description of Hell
fire and brimstone
burning wind
fiery oven
flames of fire
judgment by fire
unquenchable fire
furnace of fire
eternal fire
eternal punishment
fiery hell
pits of darkness
lake of fire

well if hell is all this fire how is there darkness. fire creats light. this makes no sence. christian dumb fucks

LOOK WHAT SENDS U TO HELL (proff that christian are bigeted ass holes)

What Sends You to Hell?13
idolatry
adultery
prostitution
theft
greed
drunkenness
swindling
impurity
witchcraft
discord
jealousy
fits of rage
dissensions
factions and envy
orgies
lying
cowardice
unbelief
sorcery
sexual immorality
homosexual offenses
slander
hatred
selfish ambition
abomination
murder


i am not saying all of these are unreasonable but first off lying then every one is going to hell and then there is jealosy so everyone gets to go to hell twise. ISN'T THIS FUN!! and well the list is there so i am finding this funny so that it read if u want