ello i don't want to think of title so i am just saying hi

mmmmmm i am just bord and so i am typing this and it is funny that you will read anything if you are seeing this


peace

do i deserve anything

why don't i think i deserve anything. i like some of the things i have but i don't like that i have them.hmmmm. i don't get myself. i feel like i am dead weight on everyone i know and the world in genrel. i don't know why i think these thoughts and why i foces on these thoughts.

i feel like a ass

i dont know why but i am realy mad at myself. hmmmmm.

trust

its funny to think about who i trust. i have a bad habit to not fully trust anyone. like i know i am going to fall so i try and cushion it. i don't even fully trust people close to me. i don't know why and it makes me lafe at myself slowly dieing. sick huh. thats what i think. well thats it

uhhhhhhhhhhhh

i got a stupid hair cut and it sucks it's all short and neat looking. also depressed like usuel. parinoied for no reason. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.




death

cool poem

Make this the sound of your death Stay quiet so they can hear your blood fall Dance in circles when the rope is around neck Let them hear your screams when they cut off your limbs Make this the sound of your death When your trying to catch your breath whe

mehhhhhhhhh

why do people have to be so persistent on there beleafes? just leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!

Peace

mehhhh

i am bord and i got nothing to do so ALL SHALE FEAR THE SQUEAK

life

i feel traped in it and just want to be relesed but i am traped in its "life" like box. mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

da squeak

al fear da squeak

suicide

suicide is selfish some say, i say it is freedome from the bitch we call life. but even a bitch has its good qualities like love, friends, music. i am still deciding. i do have people i care about and i guess i am not alone but i am drowning in my life. slowly dieing inside, though i have a coople of Tourniquets to stop the "bleeding". well that is life.

should i die?

should i die, who would i leave alone even though they would be beter without me. they would propley be sad mabey she whould consiter it herself though my hope is not. if she does just one more reasone i should rot in hell. my life is almost empty shough she is a star shining in the darkness that is my lite there are a few others, only one is as bright. though there is so much darkness i try to kling to the light but the darkness wants me and it may have me one day. and if that happens i want to be out of there lives so they don't get hurt. he may be sad and she may blame herself but it is not her fault. but i hope the light grows brighter and brighter if it dosn't shurley the dark will win but till that day...............the end

whritings of a lonley boy

i feel so alone so i am typing on this pretending like someone reads this. listing to confortably numb and relaxed. missing my girlfriend, having one more think call me emo and tell me that i will probley kill myself. still missing my girlfriend who is in england though i am happy she is having a good time.though then again on the killing myself that may happen from all of my self lothing but i am tierd of things telling me that. need something to do and trying to think of pic to put on this entrey mebey manson or alice cooper or rob zombie. you know keep up with the whole creepy thing i have going mostely because i wright when i am depressed this is one of the few times i am just unhappy not depressed so yay........moving on why am i rambling and you must have a good attenton span to get this far and if you can read this good for you. well to quote my girlfriend RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

bye

all that matters

peace,love,and rock n roll