should i die?

should i die, who would i leave alone even though they would be beter without me. they would propley be sad mabey she whould consiter it herself though my hope is not. if she does just one more reasone i should rot in hell. my life is almost empty shough she is a star shining in the darkness that is my lite there are a few others, only one is as bright. though there is so much darkness i try to kling to the light but the darkness wants me and it may have me one day. and if that happens i want to be out of there lives so they don't get hurt. he may be sad and she may blame herself but it is not her fault. but i hope the light grows brighter and brighter if it dosn't shurley the dark will win but till that day...............the end