mehhhhhhhh

i just feel like sulking right now. probly cause i am listing to oasis but nomater. and my mom wants me to plan out trying to hang out with margar tomarow which is anoying. i realy feel like i am distant from my dad side of famly which i get along with and i am not sooo distant from my mom but we don't get along. uhhh why can't i just be good with someone? well i guess jake and margar know me better than most. my mom know me pretty well 2 but we don't get along so it dosn't matter and i can read her better than she knows. well i am done cause i don't wana write another long one so bye

vivica

oh vivica i fear for you i truely do. poping pills trying to make it all go away, wanting to be invesible. watching you sit, watching you cry. all i can say is i wish you well i realy do. wanting someone to tell you that you are beautiful. i see you now with a crooked smile. seeing it all i wish you well, i will just sit here and never tell. i feel for you i realy do.

getting drunk on emotions

well this is anoying i typed one gient thingy and my blog lost it. BITCH well i will just go on ranting on what i am thinking of. and what the other guy in my head is thinking of. though i will try to minamise that one because he is a biast racest sexest person who i hate. he is a fucken ass. god am i crazy? i meen he just tells me things that depress me. i realy should give him a name or somthing if u have any sugestions please coment. -singing- today is gona be the day they take me back to u. thinking of margar sulking and listing to oasis. oh look now i am seeing things. YAY. what the fuck is wrong with me. ohhh i am doodling on my desk and weiting to get bitched at by my mom. uhhh is that normal. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok thats anouff of that what else is going on in there. well halloween the movie. along with my mouth bleeding, margar is still in there, uhhhhhhhhhh. -sigh- i am a worthless fuck. parden my french. uhh what does that term even mean i mean it makes no sence. FUCK oh parden my french. honsltly it makes no sence.wow i have typed alot again atlest the other asshole has shut up. god i wana take some pills right now but i am affraid that i will get adiced or however u spell that. man i like margar to much i meen i think of her alot and i miss her alot. i wish i didn't like her so much. it just cause pain later on but i guess i will have to just let it happen cause i can't stop liking her. uhhhhhh wow i can't beleve someone would read this much and god i should shut up but my blog is called my mind enter if u dare so do u dare to read this much. if u do u will get a look into my mind. its kinda empty isn't it. ooooooooooooooooooooooo texes chainsaw masicare thingy is on!!!! KILL HER KILL HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i do not have problems! well i guess i am done so bye and congrats if u get this far :p

thinking

i have spent the day thinking about the hipacrits in the schools. telling u to stand out and be your self while wanted u to fallow a strict dress code follow the rules, pretty much be another brick in the wall ;) to quote pink floyd. i have also though about the biasts in the political partys. both sides don't care what people in there partys do, but if the other party does something bad oooooo they are the worst people in the world. i am not just saying this about demacrats. this counts for republicans to. ok that it i will go on thinking.

mabey

i have done somthing that i shouldn't have and i will do it again. i might do somthing else and i will never see light again.

YAY

i got to see margar today even though if was a short time it still beats nothing

Crying

it realy weird i have cryed 2 days in a row. i never cry. god i bearly reconise myself anymore
i still miss margar which i need to stop saying but i am just typing whats on my mind so i will try to shut up about that uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh